I always thought that Im a good person. I have a high consideration toward people. But... its only my thought.
End of last month, i had been challenged to prove what is my character. I was working at site on that saturday. And naughty me, I teased one of my colleague until he feel that I bullied him. and I took it lightly.
The test come when we are on the way back, I asked him if he can drive me to lavender since he was going to send another colleague to bukit panjang. and he said its too far since he need to pass the car to another colleague. and I over heard their conversation that he is willing to send the car to punggol.
Then immediately I complained to him. Its not fair, you are going to punggol but you resist to send me to lavender. then sortly after that i raise my voice pretend that im angry with him. then silent.
Yes, i feel bad about it. I shouldnt play hard on this. This incident really teach me to be a good example to the world. I mean not being fake, but really be a better person.
last nite, the word that keep ringing in my head is that im the ambassador. Like what Ahok (deputy governor of jakarta) said in his interview with "Mata Najwa". He is just being the example on what people should do because he is called to do that.
Me, as Y ambassador, has been called many times, many years, did i response to the call?
